Sunday, January 18, 2004

Its been long since i visted these ramparts. Well job has taken its toll or is this the proverbial excuse i always inadvertently tread on. I have moved into one of India's most respected IT behmoths...courtsey of luck or fate (i never wanted to be here). So lets put the blame (or credit) on destiny. The last two days have been one of the most scintilating times in my lifetime. I stayed one whole night with her. Well lets make it clear upfront...ya stayed with her, but that just meant i accompanied her on her way to bangalore for a test to the firm in which i am working. But then the night was magical......we came together emotionally for the first time , since the 3 years we have met. She slept with her beautiful face by my shoulder. She's not yet accepted the fact (lets assume its a fact) that she's in love with me, although its been a eon since i accepted the same to her. Its been tough days here at job. Projects, classes, tests et al...yet i worked overtime just in time to be with her. It all started on friday night to thrissur in bus. Reached there on saturday morning. Got fresh and went to the bus stand. There she was. We talked for a long time, well lets say 1 hr. Then we got onto the bus, onto coimbatore. We had a good and sentimental talk (well i was sentimental, she wasn't). She explained the umpteenth time that we were friends and nothing else and never could she imagine me as her life partner. But through her i could see everything......it was all evident. I left and then passed a week. I tried despising her for the week, yet came friday and i had my cell flashing the message...."me got selected in accel. today was test and interview." I jumped with happiness....oblivious of the mental framework i was supposed to follow throughout henceforth. I decided to leave all differences and call to congratulate her. I came to know later that it was not she but someone else who messaged me from her id. Yet the time goes on and on....